June 21 – 25

Dear Diary,

I am really stressed. My shifts keep changing at work so I’m having a hard time building a customer base. That’s not helping me make money. It’s also not helping me try to find a second job. I really miss my kids, and I’m disappointed that the time has not produced more or better results. I need to be honest with myself and acknowledge that I’m not really doing the most that I could be doing. It’s really weighing on me. Clutter is an addition problem. I had hoped that some of this could be sold on a garage sale site, but it’s not looking good so far. I’m going to keep listing things and hope something turns up. I need to either use or unload some of these craft supplies. For real, it’s crazy in here. I think 3/4 of the “clutter” (piles of things that remain to be sorted and organized) is either stuff that needs to go or craft supplies. I was feeling overwhelmed by all of it and just wanted to sit down and try to center myself a little before I dig into it for a while. One of the kids is coming to hang out with me tonight so I’m going to do something productive before that happens. I really want to be in the moment for that and not worrying about everything else. I need to get through some of this stuff. Wish me luck! (Or organization or energy or just not a meltdown…)

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